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thes'hell

by ænorex

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12212012 One of the things I love about aenorex is the endless complexity, and there's plenty of that here. I found myself counting guitar tracks. And CL seems to draw from an endless well of creativity, because there are changes on top of changes, and not just a new riff--a track will move from blast beats and tremolo picking to just drums and piano, or from straight metal to almost classical. I know this will sound strange, but it's immense music. It'll take over all the space in your head. Favorite track: the shell.
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true as despair 10:46
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are you in pain? are you in pain? just bored are you in pain? just bored and disgusted
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something took hold 10:25
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you’re not like us you know you are a throwback to the individualistic, unconditioned embryonic development something happens in the incubation process and instead of one of us perfected ones one of you develops a throwback to ancient times an imperfect creature out of the past i detest affection any display of sentimentality but you do feel the need of close human sympathy in your life none whatsoever i believe i am thought in a hundred quarters to have been barely decent i am one person who does not love his fellow men i followed strange paths and worshipped strange gods i was leading, all of these years, a selfish, frivolous, scandalous life something repulsive and deadly being in love, as you put it, or having someone in love with me would be the most monstrous and horrible situation i could possibly imagine he was one of the most infamous monsters who ever lived well whatever it was it was horrible i’ve been a coward but not of men or things or living it was horrible just of it was horrible not living i’ve been afraid of death death all those faces alike staring, talking staring, talking all those faces alike staring, talking staring, talking a sort of weird interbreeding of a family resulting in feeblemindedness wonders ahead, horrors ahead i’d kind of like to be there and see them, wouldn’t you? he killed for the sheer devilish pleasure he killed for the sheer devilish pleasure it gave him to kill they were a creation of evil they were malevolence for the sheer devilish pleasure he was one of the most infamous monsters who ever lived something repulsive and deadly you could then be destructive destroy, destroy like a child with no guilt i followed strange paths and worshipped strange gods something repulsive and deadly deadly i’ve been a coward but not of men or things or living just of not living you don’t know what i mean, do you? must i say it, must i say the word? alright, i will i’ve been afraid of death death i’ve been a coward and whatever it is, it has no mind it was horrible well whatever it was that thing is a slobbering idiot it was horrible and that’s hatred it was horrible hatred it was horrible hatred well whatever it was disgust it was evil haunt me no longer eyes i thought were closed for all eternity eyes looking at me for one brief moment, alive awful full of indescribable terror darkness darkness darkness, horror of darkness darkness, horror of darkness i can still see the awful horror of its fleshless bones can’t imagine anything so utterly monstrous, horrible i can still hear still hear its frightful laughter smell that stinking odor of decay and mold and death mold and death mold and death i can still hear still hear its frightful laughter smell that stinking odor of decay and mold and death you’re a true creature of the devil mold and death wake up i could feel something cold and gelatin-like i’ve never seen such evil you’re a true creature of the devil i’ve never seen such an evil face all except the eyes they, they the old ones, all around us holding us down giving us everlasting life and then giving us nothing to live for nothing to live for no, no, leave me haunt me no longer, do you hear? haunt me no longer eyes i thought were closed for all eternity eyes looking at me for one brief moment, alive awful eyes i thought were closed for all eternity eyes looking at me for one brief moment, alive awful full of indescribable terror full of indescribable terror terror awful mold and death terror awful mold and death i’ve never seen such evil i’ve never seen such an evil face darkness darkness darkness, horror of darkness darkness, horror of darkness darkness darkness darkness horror of darkness
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acute abhorrence 09:49
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i mustn’t be scared it’s so quiet in here if i could only hear someone saying something saying anything i wouldn’t feel as if i was going crazy i wouldn’t think that all the world is dead and i’m alone i cant be scared if i start being scared i’ll go on getting more and more scared i’ll begin to see things in the dark the dark is full of awful things no, i mustn’t think of it i’ll go crazy thinking i mustn’t be scared
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this place is all wrong 10:11
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a blight has fallen a blight has fallen on all fruitful plants and every day black death grows richer surely you don’t question the violence thats in all mankind it lurks underneath the surface this “thing”, as you refer to it is a man a man fear is rooted in ignorance then came the thing that struck terror in my heart and every day black death grows richer and then came the thing that struck terror in my heart that was the night terror terror that was the night that i screamed a blight has fallen on all fruitful plants a blight is on the cattle of the fields a blight is on our women so that they bear no children and every day black death grows richer despite the lamentations and the prayers they sit facing the cathedral praying that this terror will depart their prayers they go unanswered i’ve prayed and lighted candles for some guidance for a wise word from god but i hear nothing fear is rooted in ignorance surely you don’t question the violence thats in all mankind it lurks underneath the surface i’ve prayed and lighted candles for some guidance for a wise word from god but i hear nothing i’m helpless i’m helpless this plague must be ended once and for all this plague must be ended once and for all this pestilence this pestilence this dread pestilence this dread pestilence it must be driven out this sickness this pollution this sickness this pollution this sickness this pollution that’s descended this sickness it must be driven out it must be cured this sickness, this pollution is man man man i can’t figure out how a man can become so twisted its a man if you can call him that but why does he let it happen why does a god of love take away an innocent and by the hand of someone so twisted so twisted so twisted i, whom god despises above all men on earth
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the scalled 09:48
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it’s witchcraft it’s witchcraft it’s black magic satani levitas setan i was not meant to serve and neither were you because they are a dying species, grasping for resurrection they don’t deserve to start again and i’m not going to let them even monkeys stood upright at some point some neanderthal had the magical idea of blowing through a reed to entertain the children one night in a cave somewhere then in the blink of an eye civilization
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the shell 14:33
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the most haunting of our ghosts are often not those of the dead and departed but those immortal ones that represent our own unlived life there is no rest for me never again will i know peace never again will i know peace never again, the luxury of happiness the most haunting of our ghosts are often not those of the dead and departed but those immortal ones that represent our own unlived life there is no rest for me never again will i know peace you see? empty there is no rest for me you see? never again will i know peace you see? you see? there is no rest for me never again will i know peace you see? empty empty never again, empty the luxury of happiness i’m nothing nothing nothing at all deathly silence the horror of the thing had a fascination for him what is left for us? to wander up and down what is left for us? pretty ornaments with empty lives you may be weak you may be pale you may feel only half-alive sounds reasonable you may be weak you may be pale you may feel only half-alive sounds reasonable your whole brain should be shriveling with the horror of it you may feel only half-alive there’s something awful in here that’s making me afraid there’s something awful in here that’s making me afraid

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released August 8, 2022

-ænorex is CL
-thes’hell was written, performed, recorded and mixed between January-August, 2022, in Ottawa, Ontario

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ænorex, hailing from the Ontario, Canada, emerged in 2020 as a unique force in the realm of dark rock music. The instrumental, solo project's fusion of somber, atmospheric melodies, samples and symphonic elements paints a vivid sonic landscape that captures the essence of anger, sorrow, beauty, and mystery. ... more

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