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something took hold

from thes'hell by ænorex

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you’re not like us you know
you are a throwback to the individualistic, unconditioned embryonic development
something happens in the incubation process
and instead of one of us perfected ones
one of you develops
a throwback to ancient times
an imperfect creature
out of the past
i detest affection
any display of sentimentality
but you do feel the need of close human sympathy in your life
none whatsoever
i believe i am thought in a hundred quarters to have been barely decent
i am one person who does not love his fellow men
i followed strange paths and worshipped strange gods
i was leading, all of these years, a selfish, frivolous, scandalous life
something repulsive
and deadly
being in love, as you put it, or having someone in love with me
would be the most monstrous and horrible situation i could possibly imagine
he was one of the most infamous monsters who ever lived
well whatever it was
it was horrible
i’ve been a coward
but not of men
or things
or living
it was horrible
just of
it was horrible
not living
i’ve been afraid of
death
death
all those faces alike
staring, talking
staring, talking
all those faces alike
staring, talking
staring, talking
a sort of weird interbreeding of a family
resulting in feeblemindedness
wonders ahead, horrors ahead
i’d kind of like to be there and see them, wouldn’t you?
he killed for the sheer devilish pleasure
he killed for the sheer devilish pleasure
it gave him to kill
they were a creation of evil
they were malevolence
for the sheer devilish pleasure
he was one of the most infamous monsters who ever lived
something repulsive
and deadly
you could then be destructive
destroy, destroy like a child with no guilt
i followed strange paths and worshipped strange gods
something repulsive
and deadly
deadly
i’ve been a coward
but not of men
or things
or living
just of
not living
you don’t know what i mean, do you?
must i say it, must i say the word?
alright, i will
i’ve been afraid of death
death
i’ve been a coward
and whatever it is, it has no mind
it was horrible
well whatever it was
that thing is a slobbering idiot
it was horrible
and that’s hatred
it was horrible
hatred
it was horrible
hatred
well whatever it was
disgust
it was evil
haunt me no longer
eyes i thought were closed for all eternity
eyes looking at me for one brief moment, alive
awful
full of indescribable
terror
darkness
darkness
darkness, horror of darkness
darkness, horror of darkness
i can still see the awful horror of its fleshless bones
can’t imagine anything so utterly monstrous, horrible
i can still hear still hear its frightful laughter
smell that stinking odor of decay and mold and death
mold and death
mold and death
i can still hear still hear its frightful laughter
smell that stinking odor of decay and mold and death
you’re a true creature of the devil
mold and death
wake up
i could feel something cold and gelatin-like
i’ve never seen such evil
you’re a true creature of the devil
i’ve never seen such an evil face
all except the eyes
they, they the old ones, all around us
holding us down
giving us everlasting life
and then giving us
nothing to live for
nothing to live for
no, no, leave me
haunt me no longer, do you hear?
haunt me no longer
eyes i thought were closed for all eternity
eyes looking at me for one brief moment, alive
awful
eyes i thought were closed for all eternity
eyes looking at me for one brief moment, alive
awful
full of indescribable
terror
full of indescribable
terror
terror
awful
mold and death
terror
awful
mold and death
i’ve never seen such evil
i’ve never seen such an evil face
darkness
darkness
darkness, horror of darkness
darkness, horror of darkness
darkness
darkness
darkness
horror of darkness

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from thes'hell, released August 8, 2022

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ænorex Ottawa, Ontario

ænorex, hailing from the Ontario, Canada, emerged in 2020 as a unique force in the realm of dark rock music. The instrumental, solo project's fusion of somber, atmospheric melodies, samples and symphonic elements paints a vivid sonic landscape that captures the essence of anger, sorrow, beauty, and mystery. ... more

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